When the Phoenix Sings ~ 15 The back wall collapsed forward, releasing a belch of smoke and superheated air, forcing Vincent to cover his face. A wall of flame now filled what had once been the back room.
Vincent paused beside a sales counter, its brass fixtures gleaming in the orange smoke-filled air. There was no sign of recent use. Holding his breath, he listened for any sound which might indicate that the store was occupied. Lifting his voice, he called out. "Is anyone here?"
He listened again. There was no response. Only the low crackle which was quickly crescendoing into a full roar. The entire rear wall was gone, replaced by an inferno -- fueled by old books, boxes, papers, and furniture. Without the support of the wall, the ceiling over Vincent's head was beginning to sag, and bits of burning insulation were filtering down upon his hood. Brushing them away, he wheeled, searching corners and moving between the closely spaced shelves, until at last he was certain that he was alone.
A plume of smoke moved into his path, blinding him and filling his lungs. He moved back seeking fresher air, blinking his eyes until cleansing tears restored his sight. Steadying himself, he rested against a supporting column, but he pulled away as the surface seared his sleeve.
Seeking the clearest path to safety, Vincent looked across the open space between him and the central book-lined passageway which led to the front door. The fire's light was an engulfing brilliance which illuminated the passages between the bookshelves, filling the dim corners with an incandescence which made everything seem larger and nearer than it truly was.
It was this light which suddenly revealed to Vincent the legacy of this place. He stopped in his tracks at the sight of books...beautiful, leather bound books engraved with names like
Emerson, Faulkner, Hemingway, Melville, Twain. First editions, special editions, rare and beautiful volumes beyond any collection that Vincent had ever seen. And they were shimmering now in the heat of a blaze which would reduce them to meaningless ashes in only a matter of minutes. In awe, Vincent lifted his hand and caressed a first edition collection of Robert Frost's poetry.
Glancing back toward the central core of the fire, he calculated the time left to him and made a rapid decision. Without hesitation he snatched the cloak from his shoulders and spread it on the floor. There was little time to be selective. He knew only that he had to save as many of these precious volumes as he could carry.
With a sweep of his hand he cleared a shelf, sending the books cascading into his cloak. Gilded pages flashed as they tumbled to the floor, and more books followed. Urgently searching the stacks, Vincent chose the dearest and most priceless, his heart torn by the certainty that he could salvage only a fraction of this treasure. The cloak dragged heavily behind him as he moved to the opposite aisle where he found Tennyson, Voltaire, Yeats. Dozens of beautiful volumes fell into the rising pile which threatened to overflow the confines of the black cloth.
Suddenly a sound over Vincent's head caused him to look up. A section of the ceiling was sagging ominously, a cloud of black smoke pouring from its edges, surging across the rafters toward the front of the store. Something up there was approaching its combustion point. Vincent knew he had only moments before the entire ceiling and the second floor would be aflame. Working feverishly, he searched the shelves, stopping to extinguish sparks which landed amid the books, beating at his sleeves and hair as bits of flaming debris fell upon him.
At last, Vincent gasped with effort as he appraised the great pile of books in his cloak. Conceding that it would be foolhardy to try to carry more, he bent over, reaching for the hems of the cloak, pulling them together to envelop the books inside.
It was at that moment that a great "whomp" filled the air, and the superheated ceiling ignited itself with a roar, accompanied by brilliant light and a sudden rush of scorching wind. The space above Vincent's head vanished in a billow of flame, the gases in the room exploding, leaving a vacuum waiting to be filled by smoke and fire.
Vincent felt the back of his vest ignite, and he twisted to extinguish it. But as he slapped at the burning fabric, something snagged the thong which held Catherine's rose in its pouch. The leather separated, and the pouch with its precious contents flew across the floor disappearing into the smoke and haze. In disbelief, Vincent stared after it. Glancing down at his books, he then peered into the place where the rose had vanished, and he weighed the value of one treasure against the other. He would not choose. Tying his cloak around the books, he secured the bundle, and then abandoned it for only a moment, certain he could find the rose. But as he moved into the smoke, the inferno intensified.
Holding one hand in front of his face, he tried to deflect the heat while he dropped to the floor. With his free hand, he swept the hardwood boards, searching, praying that his fingers would close upon Catherine's irreplaceable gift. But it wasn't there. On his knees, he crept forward, raking through the hot embers. The ashes swirled into his face, and his throat tightened. He coughed, gagging on the cinders and smoke.
And then the fire was everywhere. A section of ceiling fell nearby, showering the area with burning timbers, and Vincent shot a glance behind him. Beyond the flame he could barely see his cloak, waiting there on the floor. Then even that view was obliterated by fire.
Covering his face with both hands, he struggled to his feet, only to be driven to the floor again by the collapse of a nearby bookcase. For an instant he lay there, blindly gasping, smothering, certain that the rest of the ceiling would be down upon him in seconds.
Pushing himself up, he fought for footing among the fallen books, his chest heaving in its need for air, his eyes useless in the dense smoke. He stood, lurching, realizing that his sense of direction had failed him. He had no idea where to find the front door. Overhead, he heard the scream of splintering wood as the ceiling bulged further downward. Suddenly a heavy beam crashed free, striking Vincent across the shoulders, driving him down to his knees, robbing him of the last of his breath.
And Vincent knew he had waited too long.
At that instant, he felt it. A strong grip seized his left arm, bringing him to his feet, steadying his stance, silently forcing him to turn and walk. He shook his head, blindly trying to sense the identity
of his companion. Only Catherine knew he was here, and he pulled away trying to find the words to tell her to leave him. But the hold was relentlessly urging him forward, and in a few steps he kicked against the resistance of his cloak on the floor.
He couldn't remember reaching for it, but in seconds, he was dragging the black bundle with the help of the other, sightlessly surrendering himself to the lead of his silent companion.
Behind him, he heard the crash of the ceiling as it fell, exploding against the floor, obliterating everything that had been Smyth's Bookstore, and burying Catherine's precious rose forever.
As he staggered out the front door, Vincent collapsed into the snow, his soot-filled lungs laboring for air. Unable to use his voice, he reached for Catherine to assure himself of her safety. But she wasn't there. He panicked, terrified that she had brought him out of the fire, only to be trapped herself. He shook his head violently, trying to clear his mind, summoning the strength to rise and return for her, screaming her name with a voice that made no sound.
Then suddenly he felt a surge in their bond, and her presence poured over him like a soothing balm.
"Vincent." Catherine was at his side, kneeling, enveloping him in her arms. She was there, and she was safe.
Vincent's strength vanished in his relief, and he fell back into the snow, sucking in great gulps of air. For a moment he heard nothing but his own coughing and the urgency in Catherine's voice, but then he became aware of a distant siren.
Catherine must have heard it, too. Because suddenly she was pulling at him, pleading with him to get up. Her words had little meaning to him, but he could feel her terror as she tried to force him to his feet. Drawing upon her strength, he came to his knees and willed himself to stand. Still unable to see clearly, he let Catherine lift one of his arms over her narrow shoulders, and with the last of his ability, Vincent staggered at her side, unaware that as they moved, he dragged the bundle of his cloak behind them.
Catherine strained beneath Vincent's weight, giving him all the support she could as they shuffled together across the sidewalk and into the sheltering darkness of the alley. She didn't allow them to stop until they had followed the alley sixty feet back from the street. There they crouched in the protection of an entrance across from the bookstore. They couldn't stay long. Soon the entire area would be swarming with firemen, but Vincent could go no further. She lowered him to the ground in the darkness and crouched beside him in the snow.
The fire had broken through the roof of the store, and in its eerie light she saw the charred tatters of the vest across Vincent's back. The stench of burned hair blended with the smell of smoke as she leaned over him. In astonishment, she pulled back. The smell...it was the same odor she had imagined in Vincent's hair for the past several weeks. But now the smell had become all too real.
Within her embrace, he lifted his head and gasped, "Catherine, I lost your rose."
"Don't talk. You need your breath." She held him tighter, but he seemed not to hear.
He rasped, "It's gone...I tried to find it, but..."
She could think of nothing but the terror she had felt for the man she loved. "Vincent, I was so scared. I heard the roof falling in, and I knew you were in there."
He shook his great head, his chest heaving as his lungs filled with cold, crisp air. One of his hands clutched Catherine's sleeve, and he turned his face up to peer at her through tear-filled eyes. "You never should have come inside...Catherine, the danger was...too great."
In confusion, she pushed the singed hair back from his face. "Vincent, I was never inside."
He blinked, trying to bring her face into focus. "But I felt you. We saved the books... together..."
Catherine frowned, "Books?"
Vincent pulled from her grasp, searching the ground for his cloak. "My cloak...Where's..." His words were lost in a new spasm of coughing.
When his coughing eased, Catherine left him briefly to retrieve the cloak which he had abandoned only a few feet away. She knelt, handing it to him, and she was surprised at the confusion in his eyes.
"Catherine, the books..."
"Vincent, there are no books."
"But they were here." He tested the weight of the garment. "Here...in the cloak."
Taking it from him, Catherine stood, lifting the cloak and shaking it gently. A mass of nearly weightless ashes tumbled from it, catching in the wind. In disbelief, Vincent stared as they scattered down the alley like small black birds fluttering across the snow.
"There's nothing here." Catherine shook the cloak once more and carefully brought it around his shoulders. She glanced up the alley toward the street, expecting to see the fire trucks arrive at any second. "Can you walk?" she asked urgently. "We can't stay here much longer."
Ignoring her warning, he repeated, "But I felt you...inside the store."
Becoming more concerned with each passing second, she answered him urgently, "No, I found you outside in the snow." She was standing above him, "Vincent, we have to go."
Finally responding to her fear, he struggled to his feet. "But if it wasn't you, then who..."
Vincent stopped at the sound of a low rumble from the front section of the store.
Suddenly an explosion blew the bookstore's wall outward in a churning cloud of flame and smoke. Bricks flew across the alley, bouncing off the wall of the adjacent building, missing Vincent and Catherine by thirty feet, filling the entire alley with fire and flaming debris.
Even in his weakness, Vincent had managed to put his body between Catherine and the explosion. Sheltering her within his cloak, he ventured a look toward the burning alley...and he gasped, unable to accept what he saw there.
Catherine had seen it too.
There, almost within the fire, was the silhouette of a man. A young man, slim, casually dressed, with a baseball cap pulled jauntily down over his eyes. He stood facing them, watching them silently through the screen of smoke, heedless of the flames which danced near his feet. Slowly he put his hand into his pocket. Then he extended his arm, reaching toward them as if offering them the thing he held.
A gust of wind caught the flames, fanning them to new heights, hiding the figure from view. When the flames receded, the man was gone.
With only the briefest glance at Vincent, Catherine tore herself from his grip and ran toward the place where the silhouette had vanished.
"Catherine!" Vincent stumbled after her, "Catherine, come back."
When he reached her, the fire had retreated to a safe distance, and she was standing in startled wonder where the figure had been.
There was no body crumpled among the fallen bricks. There was nothing left of the dark figure. Nothing to indicate that he had ever existed.
Then Catherine's gaze went to the ground at her feet, and she bent to lift something small and white from the melting snow.
Catherine held her hand before him, and, even before he looked down, Vincent knew what he would see.
There in the palm of Catherine's hand lay her mother's rose.Out in front of the store, the wail of a siren grew very loud and abruptly stopped. Voices echoed through the street as firemen jumped from the truck and began their battle.
Shoving the rose into her pocket, Catherine grasped Vincent's arm, pulling him back into the shadows as she whispered, "We can't stay here...Where's the nearest place to get Below?"
"I came up," he panted, "through...the basement of a building...two blocks away."
Taking his hand, she led him further back into the alley, where he leaned heavily against a wall. She looked up into his eyes with concern. His voice was breathless, his motions far too deliberate, as if he were functioning at the very limits of his strength. Fearfully, she asked, "Can you take us there?"
He nodded, pushing off the wall, pulling her with him as he plunged into the darkness at the rear of the alley.
Twice in the two blocks, Vincent had to stop, his breath wheezing, choking until he was forced to pause. Leaning against a sheltering wall, he lifted his face toward the sky. His arms encircled Catherine, holding her close while he dragged air into his tortured lungs.
It was during one of these moments that she saw the burns on his face, and she remembered the blackened fabric across his back. Shaking her head, she forced herself to concentrate first on their need for the safety of Below.
At last, their destination loomed before them, and Vincent tripped the lock on a small wooden door that appeared to be a coal chute at the rear of an old brownstone. Guiding her through, he squeezed in after her, and together they moved down into the basement below. In almost total darkness, he led her to the rear wall of the room, where she felt him throw his weight against a large wooden crate. Helping him as much as she could, Catherine sighed in relief as the box moved, revealing a hole which glowed with the haze of the tunnel world.
Moments later, they had replaced the crate, sealing the entrance behind them.
Secure at last, Vincent lost the strength that had driven him through the snowy streets. Leaning heavily against the wall near the entrance, he gave in to the demands of his body, and he collapsed, slowly sliding to the floor.
Horrified by the strangling noises in his throat, Catherine was at his side, resisting the urge to hold him, knowing that her touch could add to the pain of his hidden burns and bruises. In silence, she waited until his labored breathing had calmed, and then she asked softly, "Vincent, tell me where you are hurt."
He turned his eyes toward hers, "...just a few minutes...to catch my breath."
Suddenly Catherine was afraid they couldn't return to the home chambers alone, and she considered their need for help. A glance down the tunnel revealed no pipes for communication. She would have to leave him and go for assistance.
As if he were following her thoughts, Vincent gasped quietly, "Carl is on watch...I passed him...earlier."
"Where?"
"Not far."
Taking off her coat, Catherine tucked it behind Vincent as he sat leaning against the wall. "Rest here". Securing his cloak more snugly around his shoulders, she assured him, "I'll be right back."
Catherine had run only a short distance when she unexpectedly found Rebecca coming toward her.
"Catherine, is that you? I thought I heard..." The blond girl froze at the message which was written in Catherine's eyes. With certainty Rebecca stated. "Something has happened to Vincent."
Catherine nodded urgently, "There was a fire Above."
"Where is he?"
Without offering an answer, Catherine spun to return to Vincent with Rebecca following immediately behind her.
As they rounded a bend, Catherine was surprised to see Vincent's great form filling the tunnel ahead. He was carrying Catherine's coat while he steadied himself against the wall with his left hand. He was shuffling toward them, his face a study in pain and determination.
Instantly, Catherine was beside him. Taking her coat from him, she touched his arm. "You should have waited for us."
Silently, he shook his head.
With relief, she realized that he was breathing more normally.
Rebecca joined them, her eyes frightened. "How bad is it?" Without waiting for an answer, she went on, "I'll send for help."
"No." Vincent shook his head again. "I'm all right..." He took another step, and faltered, swaying unsteadily. Catherine immediately slipped her arm around him, and he willingly brought his arm over her shoulders.
Wordlessly, Rebecca took his other arm. And Vincent stood between them, depending upon their support as he gathered his own strength.
Looking up at him, Rebecca frowned. "Your face is burned." A glance at Vincent's hand revealed more burns and scorched fur. "You need medical attention. I'll get more help, and we'll take you to Father."
"No." Vincent stated emphatically, "Not Father...he needs to rest..."
The two young women exchanged glances, knowing that Vincent was probably right. Father had weakened noticeably at Winterfest last night, and they doubted he had the strength to help Vincent.
Catherine tightened her grip around Vincent's waist. He needed attention quickly, and there wasn't time for a debate here in this remote tunnel. Perhaps it would be best to do it Vincent's way. She asked quietly, "Vincent, tell us what you want us to do."
He was breathing a bit more easily. "I can walk..." He looked down at her and asked softly, "I want to go to my chamber..."
Catherine nodded, "All right. But promise me you'll let Mary examine you, and if she thinks you need Father, you'll see him."
He nodded once in silent agreement, and the three of them moved down the tunnel toward home.
"Hold still." Mary frowned at Vincent as he flexed his fingers. She had cleaned and dressed the burns across his shoulders and arms, and now she was winding gauze around his left hand. "Here, Catherine. Hold this right here while I cut the tape."
Wearing only the bottom half of a clean sweatsuit, Vincent sat quietly in a chair beside his bed, submitting to Mary's ministrations while Catherine and Rebecca hovered nearby.
Catherine reached for his hand and carefully held the bandage in place.
Feeling Vincent's eyes upon her, she glanced up and met his steady blue gaze. To her great relief, the pain had left his eyes, and his bare chest rose and fell with a reassuring ease. If she listened carefully, she could hear a wheeze with each breath, but he no longer had to struggle for air.
Catherine addressed her words to the older woman, although her eyes never left Vincent's. "Mary, are you sure he doesn't need to see Father?"
"Father will insist on seeing him as soon as he finds out what has happened." She taped the gauze firmly into place. "But for right now I think the best thing Vincent can do is rest."
She glanced up as she worked, her eyes catching the irregular patterns in the hair across his left breast. If she had noticed before, she'd saved her questions until now. "Vincent." Her motherly touch went to the rapidly healing scalds. "What happened here? These
aren't fresh wounds."
He answered softly, "No."
"It looks as if you were splattered by hot grease."
With a small shake of his head, he responded, "It was nothing... It happened when that can of varnish caught fire in Father's study."
Catherine noted thankfully that his voice was almost normal.
Mary frowned. "Did you tell Father?"
"There was no reason. You can see it was nothing but a few blisters."
Mary shook her graying head. "Still..." She paused and apparently decided not to scold him. "Well, you were wise to trim the hair away." Her head shook again with a new thought, "Two fires in one week. Vincent," she looked into his face, "you frighten me. You could have been terribly hurt...you must be more careful."
He nodded dutifully. "Yes, Mary."
Catherine watched as Mary gave him a maternal frown. Everyone in the room knew that Vincent would continue to face danger whenever he believed it was necessary.
With a sigh, Mary straightened. "Rebecca, would you look in his wardrobe and find something warm for him to put on."
While the young woman brought out a long fleecy robe, Mary cautioned Vincent, "Then it's straight to bed. You must rest and stay warm."
Returning to Vincent's side, Rebecca held the robe as Catherine helped him to his feet and guided his arms into the sleeves.
Under her breath, so Mary couldn't hear, Rebecca whispered, "It's remarkable how neatly the hair was trimmed around those burns, Vincent. I would guess you had some help."
He met her gaze, and Catherine smiled at the look that passed between the two long-time friends.
Changing the subject, Catherine asked, "Rebecca, were you on watch tonight?"
The blond head nodded. "Unofficially."
"But you spent all evening and most of the night at Winterfest. Surely you weren't scheduled for watch duty."
"No, Carl had that watch," Rebecca tied Vincent's belt, "but for some reason, when I got back to my chamber tonight I just couldn't sleep...so I took a walk. I found Carl asleep at his post, and I sent him to bed."
Lowering himself to sit on his bed, Vincent rasped, "You took his watch?"
Rebecca nodded. "It seemed only fair since he'd missed most of Winterfest, and I couldn't sleep anyway."
Vincent and Catherine exchanged looks.
Catherine asked quietly, "Do you usually take walks at night?"
With a shake of her head, the young woman answered, "No, I'm an early riser...I almost never walk the tunnels at night."
Catherine felt a strange prickle along the back of her neck, but she silently chided herself. There was nothing unusual about a person trying to walk off a case of insomnia.
She took a deep breath. "Well, I'm glad you were there. We needed you." Turning her mind away from that thought, she helped Vincent as he carefully leaned back.
Rebecca gave her attention to helping Mary repack Father's medical bag while Catherine readjusted Vincent's pillow, smoothing its fullness away from a burn just below his ear.
She asked him quietly, "Is that better?"
He nodded, watching her in silence.
Catherine sat down on the bed beside him, and her gaze moved to the shelf under his window where her mother's rose had been safely placed. She leaned to touch its petals.
Still watching her, he whispered, "I thought I would never see it again." He added quietly, "The pouch is gone."
Pulling her hand from the rose, she stroked the softness of Vincent's hair. "I'll make you another one."
Suddenly his eyes were disturbed by the memory of unanswered questions. With a frown, he asked softly, "Catherine, I would have died tonight in that bookstore...I would never have found my way out alone. If you were not the one who led me from the fire..."
A strange light flashed through her eyes, and she laid her fingers on his lips, gently silencing him, "Not yet, Vincent. My certainties are too fragile to think about that yet." She shook her head, "Right now, all I want to think about is you...for you to get well."
At that moment Mary came to Vincent and patted his arm. "Will you be all right? I need to check on Father."
He responded with a nod. "Thank you, Mary."
As the older woman gave Catherine final instructions, Rebecca returned Vincent's chair to its place by the table and gathered Vincent's scorched cloak and clothes up from the floor.
Mary paused on her way out. "I'll take those with me, Rebecca. Maybe they can be repaired...if we can get the smell out."
Rebecca wrinkled her nose and handed them to Mary. As she watched the older woman leave, she murmured to herself, "They smell just like those boxes."
Catherine's attention was on Vincent. With only casual interest, she asked, "What boxes?"
Rebecca had found a broom and was sweeping bits of ash from the oriental rug. "I found some old boxes in a storeroom several weeks ago...just trash..." She stopped and mused, "but they were strange."
"In what way?" Catherine asked as she felt Vincent respond with sudden interest.
"They were nothing really...just empty boxes." Rebecca wiped the tabletop clean. "But they were sealed and labeled with instructions saying that only Father could open them."
Catherine watched Vincent. With his eyes on Rebecca, he echoed, "Father?"
The young woman nodded, then she turned toward Vincent with an afterthought. "The labels said that only Father could open them...on the day after Winterfest." She paused as she realized, "That would be today."
Vincent's head came up off the pillow. "What kind of boxes, Rebecca?"
"Just plain, large, cardboard boxes...three of them. They must have been there a long time. They were scorched and dirty and stunk of sulphur and burnt paper...like damp ashes. I remember I didn't think too much about them, until I saw the clean labels. Somebody must have cared."
Catherine asked softly, "Did you ask Father about them?"
Rebecca shook her head. "No. Frankly, I forgot about them. There was so much to do, getting ready for Winterfest." She paused, "I probably would never have thought of them again...except that just now, when I smelled Vincent's cloak..." Her nose wrinkled again. "The smell was just the same."
Vincent lowered his head and rested thoughtfully against the pillow. His eyes went to Rebecca again. "You're sure they'd been burned? Sometimes mildew and dampness can cause discoloration and strange odors."
Rebecca threw him a slightly peeved look. "Vincent, I know the difference between mildew and ashes."
He frowned. "But we've never had a damaging fire in the home tunnels."
Catherine was watching him closely. "Maybe somebody brought them down from Above."
Vincent stared at her, still frowning. Returning his gaze to Rebecca, he asked, "Where are those boxes now?"
"In a storeroom beyond the central storage area. Why?"
Suddenly pushing himself up from the pillows, he sat up sharply. "Take me there, I want to see them." He would have swung his legs off the bed if Catherine hadn't been in the way.
In astonishment, Catherine gasped, "What are you doing!"
Supporting himself on one arm, he tried to push away the blankets. "I want to see those boxes."
For a moment she stared at him in disbelief. "Absolutely not."
"I'll be careful, Catherine." He persisted, "It won't take..."
Her voice rose. "You aren't going anywhere!" She held her place on his bed, blocking his way. "Vincent, you almost burned to death tonight."
"Catherine..."
She interrupted, "I thought you were dying...you could hardly breathe, and..." Her voice broke, "You're hurt, and you can barely get your breath, even in bed. And if you think I am going to let you get up and go off to some storage room to rummage through trash..."
Vincent sat staring at her, listening in astonishment.
Her face contorted, reflecting all the fear and confusion of the night, then the contortion melted into frightened tears. But her irate determination never softened as she held her defensive position on his bed.
Speechless, he lowered himself back to the pillows. Then his bandaged hand came up to touch her cheek, wiping away the tear which left a shining trail through the soot on her face.
When she was certain he wasn't going try to get up again she let a shudder pass across her shoulders, and she reached up to hold his hand more firmly against her cheek.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. Then finally Vincent whispered, "I'm sorry."
With a weak smile, she answered, "You should be." And she turned her face into his palm, placing a kiss on the fresh white bandages.
Rebecca watched in silence.
She seemed to consider the situation a moment, and then she ventured a suggestion. "Vincent, if you really think they might be important, I could ask some of the men to help me go get the boxes. We could bring them in here...or to Father's study. We could have them
here in an hour or so."
Vincent listened, still watching Catherine press his hand against the softness of her face. Almost afraid to speak, he whispered, "Catherine?"
After a brief hesitation, she asked softly. "You'll rest till then?"
He nodded, and Catherine turned to Rebecca. "Father's study." She smiled, "Maybe Father will be so interested in the boxes he'll forget to scold us for hanging around burning buildings."