When the Phoenix Sings ~ 16
Mouse struggled beneath the weight of his burden as he dragged it into Father's study.
Several people were gathered there, including Sandra and Robert, who had come to share breakfast with Father. They had just given Father the official news of her pregnancy. As Sandra had expected, he had reacted with pleasure, but more important to her was the warm pride in Robert's eyes.
Vincent sat in his big chair near Father with Catherine hovering above him. He seemed to be feeling much better, but she still heard a low wheeze with his every breath. She had allowed him to come only with the promise that he would return to bed as soon as his curiosity had been satisfied.
Father seemed to be feeling much better this morning, although he had been so preoccupied with Sandra's news that he had not yet noticed that his son was in less that perfect condition.
Mouse complained, mumbling under his breath, "Rebecca said empty boxes." He released the carton and came to its other side, leaning against it and pushing as he grimaced. Finally it rested beside Father's cot. "Told Mouse, no problem. Easy job. Just pick up and go." He frowned at the young blond woman who stood nearby. "Other boxes coming...here soon."
Rebecca shook her head, coming to Mouse and testing the weight of the box. "I don't understand. I was sure they were empty...I know they were." Her fingers ran over the white label which was glued across the seam at the top. There was no sign that it had been disturbed.
Father leaned forward to read the inscription. "To be opened only by Father on the day after Winterfest." He looked up as two young men arrived with the other boxes. It was evident that these boxes were as heavy as the first. "You say these have been in the storage chamber since before the holidays?"
"Even longer," Rebecca nodded. "I found them when I did my inventory before I started the Winterfest candles."
The old man frowned. "Who could have put them there?"
"I have no idea."
"Well," he leaned back. "I suppose there's little point in speculating. If someone will please hand me something with a sharp edge, I'll open one and perhaps we will have our answers."
Robert handed Father a letter opener, and Father ran its point along the seam, slicing the label in two.
The flaps of the carton parted, and Father folded them back. There was a moment of expectancy, then he reached into the box and withdrew an object from inside.
It was a book. Father looked at its cover and lifted his brows in surprise as he opened it. "This is a first edition collection of Yeats." He removed two more books...a leather bound Dickens novel and a beautifully engraved white leather copy of Scott's, Lady of the Lake.
Vincent leaned closer, peering into the box. Reaching into it, he brought out several more books, looking at their titles, then bringing his startled eyes up to meet Catherine's.
"Catherine, these are the books from Smyth's Bookstore...the ones I put into my cloak."
She returned his look with a skeptical stare. "They can't be." She stepped forward and peered into the box. "Those books burned. They were destroyed in the fire."
Father glanced up in concern. "Fire?" For the first time, he lifted his gaze from the books and saw Vincent's hand, realizing it had been bandaged. "What fire was that?"
Vincent shook his head. "There was a fire Above, Father. A bookstore burned."
His father frowned in alarm. "You were there?" He touched Vincent's hand. "You were hurt."
Vincent waved away his concern. "Mary took care of it, Father. It was nothing." He reached again into the box, looking at the titles. "Catherine, they're the same...just as they were on the shelves."
He looked up at the other boxes. "Mouse, open the others." As the boy began to slit the next seal, Vincent rested back in his chair in bewilderment. "Catherine, I think they're all here...Everything I tried to save...and more."
Catherine watched as Mouse opened the second box and pulled out more volumes, every one a collector's piece.
Then Mouse opened the third box and presented it to Father. Immediately after pulling back the flaps, Father gazed into the carton and froze. He sat in stunned silence, with an almost frightening look of astonishment on his face.
"What is it, Father?" It was Rebecca who asked.
Slowly, Father's hand went into the box, and he withdrew a book that appeared to be in mint condition. Its binding glowed softly in the light of the study. On its spine, in gold gilt, was engraved the title -- "Captains Courageous".
Father's voice trembled as he murmured, "It's exactly like mine except that the cover is in perfect condition." He looked at his son through misted eyes. "Vincent, how can this be? This book is extremely rare."
Vincent had no answer.
Then Father opened the book's cover and stared in dumb silence. His face contorted and sudden tears fell unheeded down his worn cheeks.
"Father." Vincent leaned forward. "Father, are you all right?"
"It's my book...it's the same book," the aging voice muttered. "It's inscribed to my father...with the same words...in Kipling's hand." He stopped for a moment, losing the words. At last he whispered," But it's new... It looks just as it must have when Kipling gave it to my father." He sat absolutely still, clutching the book between his hands. "But this is impossible. I saw it destroyed...with my own eyes."
"Father," Vincent murmured as he touched the inscription, "who is to say what is impossible?"
Mouse had stood by in silence, watching as his redemption unfolded before him. His expression was not one of surprise...he looked more like a person who had finally been granted a promise. His voice came, cautiously asking Father, "Father happy now?"
There was no reply as Father sat staring at the book in silence.
"Mouse," Catherine assured the boy, "Father is very happy."
"Good." The blond head bobbed. Then he leaned forward, gazing down into the depths of the third box. "Something for Mouse in there."
Vincent's eyes darted to his young friend. "What do you mean, Mouse?"
"Like Mouse said. Something in there for Mouse."
Rebecca came then, reaching inside and lifting out a paper sack.
"He's right, Vincent. This has Mouse's name on it." She gave the bag to the boy.
As they all watched, Mouse ripped the sack in half and pulled out an old and somewhat tattered...blue Mets cap.
Slowly all three boxes were unpacked, the books stacked in careful piles as each new title was read. Then finally the cartons were empty -- except for one last package in the bottom of the third box. The parcel was wrapped in a scrap of black wool, very similar to the fabric of Vincent's cloak. And Vincent's name was pinned to it, written in large block letters on a small piece of yellowed paper.
* * *
Several hours had passed since the boxes had revealed their astonishing contents. The precious books had been sorted and placed in safe places. Father had refused to let his book leave his hands.
Word of the miraculous find had swept through the tunnels, and the only person who seemed unaffected was Mouse. He had been seen proudly wearing the Mets cap just before he vanished into the lower tunnels with several of the children.* * *
Catherine sat at Vincent's side as he leaned against the pillows of his bed, peering at the parcel in his hands. It was still wrapped, unopened, in its layers of black wool.
"Why have you waited to open it?" Catherine's voice was low and warm in the still silence. The only other sound was the ever-present tapping on the pipes.
The blue eyes which met hers were sparkling with secret wonder. He reached to take her hand in his. "I'm not certain." His other hand held the package, his thumb gently stroking the soft fabric. "Somehow it seems to me that this must be a private thing. Something not meant to be shared."
She looked at him through downcast lashes. "Would you rather I'd leave so you can open it?"
"Catherine," he chided her gently, "you know you are a part of me. There is nothing that I would not share with you."
She smiled, ducking her head slightly.
Vincent looked down at his package, then extended it toward Catherine. "Would you open it for me, please?"
"But it has your name on it."
"I know. I still would rather you'd open it."
She looked into his face, then nodded, convinced of his sincerity. Her fingers trembled slightly as she handled the parcel. She unpinned the paper which bore Vincent's name, then turned the bundle in her hands, loosening the fabric. Slowly the layers of black wool fell away, revealing a sheet of tissue paper.
Within the paper, she found a large old book, musty with age. Looking up to meet Vincent's eyes, she turned it in the light, allowing him to read the title... Art of the Masters -- A Gallery.
She responded to his look of surprise. "It's a book of art." Opening the first page, she found a list of titles. The next few pages included full color plates by several of the old masters. Catherine
tilted her head. "It's lovely...but why would anyone single it out for you?" Then the pages flipped, falling open to a plate which was instantly familiar. "Vincent." She frowned in wonder, lifting the page for him to see. "It's the tapestry the children painted...the mural of the Phoenix."
Vincent came up on his elbow. There in the book was the children's painting...possibly a little finer, more refined, but no more powerful than the work accomplished by the children. He met Catherine's eyes as he supported a corner of the book, "They must have seen this picture somehow...used it as an inspiration."
Catherine sighed, relieved that one mystery, at least, had been explained. "Who's the artist?"
He shook his head. "It's listed as unknown." His eyes lingered on the work. "It's beautiful. The children copied it with great skill and sensitivity. Thanks to them, the legend of the Phoenix will be alive on the walls of the Great Hall for always."
She smiled. "Another magic window for little boys to pass through."
His own smile answered hers as he reached again for her hand. "And little girls. We all need our enchanted kingdoms."
As their hands met, there was an instant when the book fell free and the pages fell open again to a new and different picture.
Simultaneously their eyes caught the sight...and together they sat frozen by the astonishing impossibility that lay in the book before them.
It was an oil portrait of a woman. A woman dressed in a flowing robe which fell from her right shoulder, draping her body in its soft folds. Her left shoulder was bare, as were her breasts. Her only adornments, a single ring and a delicate chain in her hair.
In her hand she held a crystal pendant identical to the one which Catherine wore at her own throat. The fingertips of her other hand were raised to her bare bosom, caressing her nipple with the whisper of a touch.
But the source of their amazement was the woman's face. She stood in silence, a half-smile lighting her eyes, her expression radiating peace and quiet joy. And the woman's face was unmistakably the face of Catherine Chandler.
"Vincent." Catherine stared at the picture, words eluding her as her mind reeled. At last she whispered, "It's the picture Royce meant to paint...the picture which was never begun."
A glance at the plate below the print revealed its name. The Marriage of Persephone.
Vincent gazed at the work in silence, his eyes shining.
At last Catherine found the words and she whispered, "She is in the same pose as the picture that Royce drew...but my face is older than it was in Royce's drawing. The picture he drew was of a nineteen- year-old girl. This is the face of a woman, and she's smiling. It's just like Amanda and Royce said. Persephone came to her bridegroom with joy." Her eyes came up to seek Vincent's. "It's the picture Royce always wanted to paint."
Finally Vincent moved, his head shaking slowly. "Royce couldn't have painted this, Catherine. He and I are the same age...and this picture is bound into a book that was printed years ago."
Taking her eyes from the picture, Catherine flipped the pages to the book's title page and discovered that the book had no publication date.
"Catherine." Vincent shook his head slowly as Catherine's fingers returned to the portrait. "She has your face, but this book was printed years before your birth...probably even before Father was born."
"But then, who...?"
Together their eyes moved to the lower corner of the painting, to the place where portraits are usually signed.
There was no name. There was only a finely sketched outline of a blossom, rendered in blue oil, the color of Vincent's eyes.
Vincent touched the blossom as Catherine asked softly, "There's no other signature."
"No."
"But what does it mean?" She leaned against him, suddenly very cold. "Do you recognize the flower?"
He nodded slowly, then whispered, "I've seen it in Father's books."
Catherine was strangely hesitant to ask. "What kind of flower is it?"
His eyes lifted, capturing hers. In the quietest of voices he answered, "It's a Blue Gentian."
* * *
They sat together on his bed, Catherine leaning with her back against Vincent's chest. The portrait of Persephone rested on Catherine's lap, Vincent's hands enclosing hers as she held the open book.
If Vincent had been uncomfortable with the partial nudity of the portrait, he accepted it now...as part of the magic.
Magic.
Catherine sighed, finally making an admission that she had resisted from the very first time she had met the strange young artist in Smyth's Bookstore.
For a moment she took some comfort from a thought which she had once entertained...magic was not as impossible in Vincent's world as it was in her own.
Suddenly a marvelous calm surrounded them -- a veil gathering them in and shutting out the rest of the world.
Feeling Vincent's eyes on the portrait as he peered over her shoulder, Catherine murmured, "Vincent."
He breathed against her ear. "Mmmmmm?"
"Do you believe in magic?"
His answer came slowly. "I believe in you and me...and in our bond." After another pause, he continued. "Yes, I think I believe in magic." He hesitated, "But I don't think you can force it to happen...It's something that happens when you surrender yourself. If you try too hard, you smother the magic by forcing it to fit into the logical corners of the world."
She nodded. "That's what I've been doing. I've been pushing against your barriers, trying to force my way through. When all the time, there was magic at work in the tunnels, opening the way before us...I wasn't willing to surrender my doubts. The magic was there all along, calling to us both, but I couldn't hear it."
He nuzzled her ear gently and murmured, "It's like Father said in his story about the Phoenix, some songs are so sweet that almost no one can hear them."
"Except lovers. He said that perfect love comes to those who hear." She waited through his long silence, then she added softly.
"Vincent, do you remember our first Winterfest?"
She felt his slow nod as he rested his chin on her hair.
Quietly she continued. "When the celebration was over, and we were alone in the Great Hall..." She pulled his hands from the book and secured them around her waist. "I asked you if you heard the music...and you did. We both heard it so clearly that we danced to it together." She paused, pulling his arms tighter. "I thought it was the wind...but I wonder..." Turning within his embrace, she faced him and gazed into the brilliant blue of his eyes. "What if it wasn't the wind?
What if it was...the magic?"
Pressing his lips to her cheek, he murmured, "You believe we heard the song of the Phoenix...even then, so long ago?"
"I don't know. I don't think it really matters what we believe...as long as we believe in each other." She smiled, "But I think I could hear the song now...if you helped me." Her lips moved to his, and she kissed him tenderly. "I think, Vincent, that if you were to hold me...very tight...that maybe then we could hear it together."
Vincent tightened his embrace and returned her gentle kiss, then he lifted the book and laid it on the shelf at the base of his stained glass window, never taking his eyes from hers.
Then...finally accepting the reality of their dream...he brought his arms around her,
And Vincent claimed that which had always been meant to be his.
"And from the ashes he claimed the life that had
always been meant to be his. That is why the Phoenix
will live forever. And it is also the reason that,
to this very day, children of all ages everywhere
must be silent and listen very closely...because
perfect love has been promised to anyone who can hear
...when the Phoenix sings."