When the Phoenix Sings ~ 2


          "Mouse,  what are you doing?" Father  looked  up  from  his  desk, frowning.  The boy had darted in through the upper entrance of Father's study  and was pulling himself into a narrow space between two cases on the balcony.
          The young man peered down over the rail and put a  finger  to  his lips, "Shhh." In a theatrical whisper he added, "Hiding."
          "No, you are not.  You come down here immediately."
          "Can't.  Paul and Freddie hunting...see Mouse down there."
          Father sighed heavily, removing his reading glasses. "Mouse, it is admirable  that  you  are entertaining the children,  but you know very well this study is not a place to play."
          Suddenly two small boys tumbled through the entrance behind Mouse.  Without  hesitation,   they   charged,   tagging   him   and   shouting simultaneously, "You're It!"
          For  a  moment,  Mouse  wavered  between  pursuing  the  game  and indulging Father.  But then another glance at  Father's  scowling  face convinced him that indulgence was the wiser path.
          "Game over," he announced to his companions.
          "Aw, Mouse.  No fair."
          With one more look at Father,  Mouse pulled himself very  straight and adopted the manner of his elders.  "Father's study.  Not a place to play.  Game over." As an afterthought, he assured them, "Mouse not It."
          "Yes, you are!"
          Immediately losing his adult manner,  Mouse lunged for the stairs, "Last one touches Father's chair... It!"
          To the old man's dismay, all three of them charged down the spiral stairs, shoving and pushing,  arriving at Father's side in an undefined tangle.
          "Boys!  Stop this at once." Father batted them away,  snatching at the shawl which had slipped from his shoulders. "Mouse, take them up to the park to play."
          "Can't.  Mary says too cold.  Might get sick."
          Snorting  at  Mary's over-protective ideas,  Father rearranged the shawl.  "Of course, it's not too cold.  The fresh air would be good for you."
          But Mouse's attention was no longer on the game.  He  was  looking instead  at  the things on the desk in front of Father.  Several pieces of a broken blue and white bowl sat nearby,  evidently awaiting repair.
     But Father's immediate project involved several cleaning rags, a bottle of disinfectant, a small container of bleach, and some ink eradicator.
          "What Father doing?" Mouse reached for the bleach.
          "Nothing." Father slapped at his hand. "Put that down."
          "Cleaning  something."  The  blond  hair  shifted  as  he  nodded.  "Something dirty."
          Father sighed heavily, "Mouse, take the boys outside to play."
          Doggedly,  the young man refused to be distracted.  Picking up the book which lay at Father's hand,  he asked,  "This?" The book was quite old, very faded,  and was showing severe signs of blackened mildew.  It  was slightly damp with disinfectant.
          "Give it to me, Mouse."
          "All  black,"   Mouse traced  the blackened  area of  the decaying paper.  "Been in fire...burned."
          "No," Father reclaimed the volume,  "Not a  fire...sometimes  mold does that to paper."
          Freddie leaned forward, "What're you doing, Father?"
          "I  have  been  attempting to remove the stains from Mr. Kipling's work." He wiped carefully at the cover.
          "Why go to all the trouble?" asked Paul. "It's just an old book."
          "Boys,  this  is definitely not just an old book." Father tenderly fingered  the  spine  upon  which  was  printed  the  title, "Captains Courageous".  Opening  the  cover,  he  turned  to  the frontispiece and showed it to the boys.
          Mouse reacted,  "Uh-oh,  somebody in bad trouble now."  Indicating the page to the two younger boys, he shook his head, "Somebody wrote in Father's book." He quickly added, "Not Mouse."
          "No,  of  course  not."  Father  sat  back  caressing the book and savoring the memories it inspired.  "This is a very special book, boys. It  is  a first edition belonging to Rudyard Kipling himself." His mind  traveled back through the years to a faraway  place,  and  to  a  small English  boy who sat at his uncle's knee listening to wonderful stories about the boy's father...a father he could barely remember.
          Paul came nearer,  looking around Mouse's  shoulder,  reading  the words written in a flowing Victorian hand.

                              To Edward J. Wells,
                                With sincere appreciation and affection.
                                                        R. Kipling,
                                                   August 19, 1918.

          The  boy  pulled  back in wonder.  "Wow,  Father.  Was that really written in there by Mr. Kipling himself?"
          The gray head nodded. "Really."
          "How come?"
          Closing the book,  Father took it into his  lap.  When  his  voice came,  it  was  strangely quiet.   "This book was part of Mr. Kipling's personal library...until 1918." He looked at the  children.  "You  see, boys.   Mr. Kipling  was  a  remarkable  man.  He traveled the world... Europe, India, Africa, he even lived for a few years in Vermont not too far from here." With a small sigh,  he continued.  "My father  grew  up reading  his  works and admiring him,  but he never expected they would meet." Father paused,  "Then came the war and my father went to  fight, just as all the schoolboys did."
          "Which war, Father?" Freddie interrupted.
          "World  War  One,  Freddie,...The  war  to  end  all wars." Father cleared his throat,  and his voice became  quieter  still.  "My  father became  close  friends with a boy in his company...but it was not until his  friend  was killed that my father discovered exactly who the young man was."
          "Who, Father?"
          The  aging  gray  eyes  looked  at  the boys through a mist.  "Mr. Kipling's  only son." Father coughed lightly,  pulling a cloth from his pocket.  "My father wrote a letter  to Mr. Kipling...telling him  about his  son,  and  sending  his sympathy...sharing some of the things that boys share when they doubt they will ever go home  again."  Wiping  the cloth once across his eyes,  he continued,  "Rudyard Kipling invited my father to his home and  gave  him  this  book...in  gratitude  for  the letter." Father cleared his throat again,  "It was my father's greatest treasure."
          Quietly,  Mouse mused,  "Father's  father..."  He  thought  for  a moment.  "Where Father's father now?"
          Father  straightened,  "He died a few years later.  In an accident in London."  Looking down at the book, he added,  "I  was  very  young. This  is  all  I  have  left  of him..."  With a shake of his head,  he murmured,  "And I fear the dampness of the tunnels has taken its  toll. It is beyond repair."  His  fingers  traced  the  heavy  stains.
          Mouse  peered  at  the  book  again.  "Mouse  fix.  Mouse  can fix anything."
          In horror,  Father clutched the volume  possessively.  "Absolutely not.  This  is not one of your mechanical doodads or gadgets."  Tucking the book into a small wooden box,  Father slipped it  into  the  bottom drawer  of  his  desk.  Mouse  hesitated,  watching carefully,  causing Father to caution him  again.  "You  are  not  to  touch  it...Is  that understood, Mouse?"
          "Yeah,  yeah."  The  boy nodded,  refusing to meet Father's glare. Then as if the whole subject had become unworthy of his  attention,  he swatted Paul on the seat of his pants.  "You're It!" And he bounded for the  entrance  up  the  short  flight  of steps.
          Only when he was well beyond the study did  he  again  declare  to himself, "Mouse can fix anything."

                                    * * *

          "Vincent,  it's  past  Mary  Beth's  bedtime."  Mary  had  entered Father's study where Vincent held a sleeping six-year-old girl  in  his arms.  The  tiny  auburn haired Mary Beth had been found on the streets four months ago,  and immediately after she had come  to  live  in  the tunnels,  she  had chosen Vincent's lap as her favorite place.  She was now securely curled in that place, sound asleep.
          Catherine  and Father were involved in a project at Father's desk, and Vincent had been quietly reading  to  the  child.  She  had  fallen asleep  some  time ago,  but each time Vincent had tried to take her to bed,  she had stirred in his arms and had clung  tightly  to  his  soft vest.
          He whispered to Mary, "I'll take her to bed."
          Wisps of graying hair floated around the woman's face as she shook her  head.  "No need.  I'll take her.  You stay here and keep Catherine company." She smiled in the direction of the pair at  the  table.  "She may  need your help more than I do." She bent and gently took the child  from Vincent.  For just a moment,  Mary Beth's fist remained tangled in the  long  golden  hair.  She opened her eyes sleepily and stared up at him,  one blue gaze meeting another.  Then Vincent leaned to  kiss  her
     forehead  and whispered something into her ear.  She smiled and put her arms around Mary's neck.  By the time the woman had left  the  chamber, the child was asleep again.
          After they were gone,  Vincent picked up a book from the table  at his side and shifted in his large red velvet chair. Over the top of his book, he watched Catherine and Father as they huddled at Father's desk, working  together  intently.  Stretching his long legs,  he savored the pleasure of having Catherine Below,  even though her attention was  not centered upon him.
          Father  grumbled  as  he attempted to hold three pieces of a large broken china bowl in place. "Catherine, this isn't going to work."
          "Yes,  it will.  You just have to be patient." She held  a  fourth piece  in  her hand,  carefully applying a thin ribbon of clear glue to its irregular edges.
          With an exasperated sigh,  the older man directed his  next  words across  the room.  "Vincent,  you should be doing this.  Your hands are much steadier than mine."
          "No, Father." With a shake of his head Vincent replied,  "You have always  insisted that every person must take responsibility for his own actions.  And,  after all,  you were the one who bumped into the  table and  broke  the  bowl.  I  think  it's  very  generous  of Catherine to volunteer to help you." He ducked behind his book,  taking refuge  from his father's glare.
          Catherine dipped her head,  hiding the smile which would only  add to  Father's  frustration.  Vincent  was  being surprisingly smug about this bit of role reversal.  She could only imagine the number of  times Father had stormed at his son in this room, scolding him for some rowdy offense  and  demanding  restitution.  Now  it  was  Vincent who sat in judgment,  watching his father's efforts to mend the damage he had done to Mrs. Potterfield's Wedgwood bowl.
          Throwing  a second frown at his unsympathetic son,  Father fussed, "I can't imagine why the woman ever sent a pudding Below in a  Wedgwood bowl anyway."
          Catherine  put down the tube of adhesive and leaned forward to add the freshly glued piece to Father's  china  puzzle.  "Now,  Father,  be fair. You know how you raved about her tapioca."  Easing the piece into position,  she  moved his thumb until it held everything together.  "We can fix it...and even if we couldn't,  I'm sure you would be forgiven."
     Catherine looked up a bit too sweetly, "I think  Mrs. Potterfield has a small crush on you."
          "Catherine, don't be ridiculous." He flinched at the thought. "The woman has out-lived four husbands, and there is a rumor that there is a fifth hiding out in Alaska somewhere."
          From across the room,  Catherine barely heard the word,  "Canada," muttered from behind the large up-raised book.
          Apparently, Father had heard it too,  because he scowled even more darkly in Vincent's direction,  failing to notice Catherine's smothered giggle.
          When his son refused to meet his  stare,  the  older  man  sighed, returning  his attention to the broken bowl.  "Be that as it may,  I am certainly not going to  give  her  the  opportunity  to  be  graciously forgiving.  Catherine,  how many more pieces are there to this damnable thing?"
          Taking a deep breath to recover her composure, she answered, "Just this one." Carefully she slipped the piece into place,  testing its fit while  trying not to disturb Father's fragile grip.  To her relief,  it fit perfectly. "See?" She smiled. "It's going to be good as new."
          The graying head shook.  "Hardly.  There is no way we can hide the cracks."
          Catherine had to admit that the spidery dark lines inside the bowl would show permanently.  For a moment she considered shopping for a new bowl  to replace the damaged one,  but then she realized with certainty that that was not the tunnel way.  Father would have to live  with  his mistakes, just as every citizen of the tunnels did. "Well, at least you can give it back to Mrs. Potterfield in one piece."   Removing the last piece carefully,  she gave it a thin coat of glue,  then returned it to its  position  and held it there.  "Of course,  you may never taste her tapioca again."
          Father snorted.  "That is a sacrifice I  am  more  than  happy  to make." Shifting his weight restlessly, he complained, "How long will it take this glue to set?  My fingers are cramping."
          "I think you can let go now, but be careful."
          Gingerly,  he released the china,  pulling his hands into his lap, sighing in relief.  Catherine's fingers still supported the last piece, but the remainder of the bowl held together,  and from an arm's  length Father was unable to see where the break had been.  "Thank God, that is done."   He leaned back in his chair and peered at Catherine.
          She felt his eyes on her, but more intently she felt the blue gaze which  came  from across the room.  Although she had tried very hard to give her attention to Father's problem, Vincent's presence had vibrated through  her  with  a  persistence  which  had  made  it  impossible to concentrate fully on Father and his broken china.
          She was quite certain that Vincent hadn't turned a page since Mary had  taken  Mary  Beth  to  bed,  and  there  was  satisfaction  in the realization that Vincent's concentration had suffered as  much  as  her own.
          Throwing  him  a  knowing smile,  she wondered if he would retreat again behind the book.  To her further satisfaction,  he  returned  her smile and laid his book aside.  Pushing himself up out of his seat,  he came to her, leaning over her chair and wrapping his arm about her.
          With an approving  nod  he  studied  the  bowl  as  she  carefully released it. "You've done well, Catherine."
          "Well,  it'll probably never hold tapioca again,  but  it's  still beautiful  enough  to decorate  a shelf."  She was acutely aware of the warm hand upon her.
          "...And to save Father a great deal of embarrassment."  He  looked down at his father and was met with a gray stare, cast above the rim of Father's  reading  glasses.  "Father,  I  think  you are in Catherine's debt."
          "Yes," Father nodded sternly,  "I certainly am.  Catherine was  an immense  help.  I  am  grateful to her...and I appreciate the fact that she is resourceful, gracious, and supportive," he paused significantly, "...unlike certain other individuals I could name."
          Catherine laughed, laying her hand on Father's arm. "It was a two- person job,  and it's done.  Just don't let anybody touch it until it's completely dry." She gave him a quick hug as she stood, and then turned into Vincent's embrace.
          Looking up into his eyes,  she sighed,  trying to remember if  she had ever before felt so completely contented.  Reaching far back in her memories  she  located  a word her mother had used sometimes,  when the world was kind and everything was right..."swaddled".  That's  how  she felt tonight, protected and swaddled by the tunnels and everything they  had come to mean to her.
          Recently it had become more  and  more  difficult  to  leave  this special place,  but a glance at her watch  reminded  her  that  a  more demanding world waited for her Above. "I didn't realize it was so late.  I  have a deposition tomorrow morning at eight o'clock." She lifted her hand to stroke the golden hair that fell across Vincent's shoulder, "Do you think you could find someone gracious enough to walk me home?"
          Tilting his head, he nodded,  his smiling eyes never leaving hers. "I am certain of it."
          As  Vincent  crossed the chamber to retrieve her coat,  she turned back to Father.  "Vincent has invited me to come  for  dinner  tomorrow night.  I'll bring that journal you wanted from the library."
          Father nodded,  "Good."  Then with a sidelong glance at Vincent he whispered, "And, Catherine...thank you."
          She threw him a silent smile.
          Vincent  returned  and  assisted her as she slipped into her coat. While Vincent pulled her hair free from  under  the  collar,  she  gave Father a parting hug.  "Goodnight,  Father...And don't let anyone touch that bowl."  Pulling on her gloves, she took Vincent's arm, and the two of them left the study.
          When  she  was  certain  they  were  well beyond Father's hearing, Catherine stopped and tugged at Vincent's sleeve,  "Canada!"  Releasing the  laughter  she had carefully hidden from Father,  she grinned up at him, "When did you start listening to tunnel gossip?"
          Placing his hand over hers on his  arm,  he  resumed  walking  and replied casually,  "It was on the pipes."  He said it as if it were the logical explanation for all things.
          "Remind me not to say anything  personal  on  the  pipes.  They're worse than an old-fashioned party line."
          "A party line..."  Vincent ventured.
          She  supplied  a  definition.  "A  phone  system  in which several residences share the same telephone line."
          "I know that."
          "How did you know?"
          He gave her a look of patient indulgence.  "Catherine,  we are not so isolated as you think."
          "Oh?"  She  thought  she  detected  a  bit  of  a challenge in his statement,  and she picked up the gauntlet.  "Have you ever spoken on a phone?"
          "I have." He nodded as he stopped to help her over a large pipe in their path.
          In surprise, she asked, "When?"
          He  began  walking  again,  taking  her  with  him.  "When  I  was nine...late one night at a pay phone in the park.  Devin found a  dime, and he dared me to call Fullerton's All Night Drug Store."
          Catherine pulled him to a stop.  "Vincent, don't tell me you asked if they had Prince Albert in a can."
          "Prince Albert?  No..." After a moment of confusion, his guileless eyes met hers and he  dismissed her remark, continuing his narration. "I used my very deepest voice and told them I was Mr.  Fullerton and I was sending my son in to pick up some  ice  cream,  and  that  they  should
     charge the cost to my personal account."
          "You're kidding."  In delight,  Catherine tried to imagine Vincent indulging in a lie...even in childhood.  She decided she liked the idea that he had been a boy like other boys.  His flaws were  so  rare...and they hinted at interesting opportunities in the future.  "What happened then?"
          "Devin went into the store and they threw  him  out."  He  smiled, remembering,  "I was never sure whether it was because my voice was too high, or because Mr. Fullerton himself was working that night."
          She stared at him  a  moment,  then  suddenly  she  was  laughing, visualizing Devin's roguish ways,  and loving the fact that justice had won out over the older boy's attempts to corrupt  his  little  brother.
     When she could speak again, her words were breathless. "It serves Devin right.  But, you, Vincent...did you mind that Devin got caught?"
          He ducked his head,  and his eyes sparkled through the  hair  that fell across his face. "I minded very much that he didn't bring back ice cream."
          And she laughed again.