Run To the Sea
Chapter 18

Sue Glasgow

The  next  morning  the rising sun fell full upon Vincent's face and woke him with a start.  The brilliance and the sensation of warmth against his skin were a totally foreign experience.

He  chose  to  spend  this day investigating the seashore itself.  Taking food with him for an all-day trek,  he climbed down the cliff.  Following the  rocks  for  several miles,  he finally came upon a narrow beach in a tiny bay.  The ocean wind was cold,  but he found a place among the rocks where the wind did not blow and the sun shown warmly.  There he napped in the late morning sun.

Sometime later he woke to the sound of an engine.  Pulling further behind the  rocks,  he  peered  out into the bay and saw a small boat.  On board were a man and a woman and three children.  The man was at  the  controls of the craft while  his  wife  and  children  pulled  fishing  gear  from someplace  behind  him.  For  a  moment,  Vincent  feared they would comeashore,  but when he realized their only  interest  was  in  fishing,  he fishing trip she had shared with her father.

After  a while,  the family reeled in their lines and ate lunch.  Vincent ate a wedge of cheese and a piece of dried  fruit  as  he  watched  them. Soon the boat motor came to life again,  and  the  family's  craft  moved beyond the mouth of the bay and out of sight.

Following their departure, Vincent took pleasure in combing the beach and in  watching  gulls scold and dive at each other as they fought over bits of fish and sea life.  It was an afternoon which needed only Catherine to become truly perfect.

The evening found Vincent in the woods above his cave.  As darkness fell, he thought again of the owl.  The bird would be back...he was certain  of it.  And when it came he would find it.  There might never in his life be another opportunity such as this, and he would not let it slip away.

Hours  passed  as  he  strode  through the shadows into places so dark an ordinary man would have been unable to see.  Still there was no  sign  of the owl.

Vincent again turned his attention to the stars.  He wondered  if  Father had ever seen them so bright.  Constellations he had only read about were obvious in the clear cold sky.

For  a  moment  his  heart  ached  with  the  need to show these stars to Catherine.  The thought of her beside him in this place filled  him  with warmth,  but  then  Father's frown darkened the dream,  and Vincent could feel Catherine pulling away.

It  was  then  he  heard  it.  Very far away,  off toward the hill to the south,  an owl gave its ghostly cry twice.  Vincent came to his feet  and started  in  the  direction of the call.  Every few minutes he stopped to listen.  It came again much closer this time,  but when he turned to seek it out,  it was gone.  Moments later he  heard  it  far  behind  him.  He changed  his direction,  and then the call came from the north.  For long minutes he played the game of tag,  never any nearer,  never finding  the mysterious  bird.  When he at last realized the mission was hopeless,  he sat  down  hoping to at least catch a glimpse of the bird as it flew from one tree to the next.

There were no more calls,  and when it was almost  dawn,  he  regretfully abandoned  his  mission  and  started  back  to the cave.  Maybe the next night...  He would try again.  He climbed down to his shelter and stirred the ashes of his fire.  There was no warmth left there, so he wrapped his cloak about him, and sat near the entrance anticipating the sunrise.

Suddenly he was astonished as he looked out the mouth  of  the  cave.  He saw  the  owl.  It  sat upon a gnarled branch,  just beyond the entrance. Wise yellow eyes met his own,  unblinking, and without fear.  Vincent did not  dare  to  breathe.  For long moments they gazed at each other,  then Vincent came to his feet and walked slowly toward the  great  bird.  When he was just feet from it,  it spread its enormous wings and lifted itself up past the ridge and into a tree above.  Vincent followed,  unwilling to lose the beautiful sight.  At last he stood directly  beneath  the  owl's perch,  and to his astonishment,  the bird glided down to within ten feet of him and perched on a log which had fallen across the path.  It watched him for long minutes as Vincent stood in silence.  And then,  without any motion at all,  the bird communicated  with him.  "'Tis far you are  from home."

Vincent stepped back in shock.  He snatched his hood up over his head and looked  about  for  the  source of the words,  then he stared back at the bird.  It spoke again.  "You needn't looked so startled.  A bein' such as yourself has no business bein' surprised at the likes of me."

Vincent frowned.  "What are you?"

"Don't alarm yourself...Sure, and you must know you are dreamin'."

"Dreaming?"

"Aye, darlin'.  We seem to have some sort of business, you and I."

Vincent could remember sitting comfortably in the cave minutes  ago,  but this image was so real it seemed more than a dream.  "What do you want of me?"

"Well, considerin' this is your dream...it would seem more fittin' to ask  what you want of me."

"I am dreaming of you because of the fable."

The  bird  blinked.  "Aye,  that would seem reasonable.  In the fable the children were seeking answers.  What answers are you seeking?"

"No." Vincent was not going to become a willing participant in such vivid dreams again.  He was certain he was asleep, and if he tried hard enough, he could wake himself and bring this apparition to an end.  He shook  his head violently, but when he stopped, the bird was still there.

"Ah,  lad.  Would it be easier for you if I changed?"  The owl turned its back to Vincent and brought its wings up into a forward motion  that  hid its face.  Then suddenly the wings came back...no longer wings, but now a feathered  cape.  And  where  there  had  been  an  owl,  there was now a woman...small  and  delicate  with  brilliant  auburn  hair.   When   she straightened  and  turned,  her face was hidden in the deep shadows.  Her hand extended to him, and Vincent knew who she must be.

"You are the Owl Woman."

"Come walk with me in the moonlight, Vincent."

"You know my name."

"Well, that is hardly surprisin'."  She took his hand, and he felt almost nothing there for his fingers to hold.  She was as fragile  and  illusive as  moonlight,  and as she stepped out in front of him he could swear she had to work to keep her feet in contact with  the  forest  floor  beneath her.  He  followed,  letting  her  choose the direction they walked.  She brought  him  through  the trees to the edge of an open meadow.  There in the moonlight she turned to look up at him, and he saw her clearly.

It was a face he had seen before.  "Your face is in the book."

"300 Days" ...aye."

"Are you Brigit O'Donnell?"

"Part of me is herself...and  part  of  me  is  what  you  need  me...and her...to be."

"I don't understand."

She released his hand and walked into the meadow alone.  Again  her  feet left  the  ground,  and  she  fluttered  her cape gently in a motion that brought her to the earth.  She turned to him.  "Vincent,  why haven't you read the book?"

He cocked his head at her.  "The book?"

"300 Days".  'Tis not such a long story,  I'm thinkin'.  Catherine gave it to you over two months ago...You, who reads everything.  And you leave it to sit, waitin' for you to open its pages.  Catherine read it twice,  you know.  And you...you have heard only a paragraph or two."

"I do not remember."

"You were very sick when she read it to  you.  It's  not  surprisin'  you don't  remember."  She found a fallen log in the clearing and sat herself upon it,  spreading her wide skirts and her  cape  about  her.  Then  she looked  up  at  him  and  frowned.  "Or maybe it's that you don't want to remember.  You lied to her, you know."

"I lied?  To whom?"

"Come,  sit."  She  indicated  a  spot  in  the  grasses in front of her. Vincent sat at her feet. "Now I'm not faultin' you for it.  It's not like it was in exactly those words, but you let her think what was not so."

"Owl Woman, you talk in riddles."

She reached out and touched his face,  stroking his cheek with a touch he could  barely feel.  "Darlin' Vincent."  She smiled at him with a strange sadness in her eyes.  After a long moment  she sighed,  "'Twas Catherine. It  was  Catherine  you  lied to when you led her to believe you were not afraid."

He  frowned at her severely,  and she brought her other hand to his face. She ran her thumbs along his high cheek bones. "You were so offended when she doubted your  courage...  and  there  you  were...the  whole  time... terrified of it beyond imagination."

"It?"

"Well, it starts with Father's warnin', but mostly I mean the book."

"Brigit's book."  It was half statement, half question.

She sighed again and sat up straight. "Must I be explainin' every detail? Vincent,  you  know  more about the book than you're admittin'.  You know Brigit writes of forbidden love.  And 'tis very much afraid you are  that she  will  be  another  person  tellin'  you that the love you share with Catherine is a mistake...but you are thinkin' her judgment would carry  a special  sting  because  she has lived through what you and Catherine are just beginnin'."

He started to say something, but she put her finger to his lips and shook her head.  "As I think on it,  you told yourself an even bigger lie  than the one you told to Catherine.  You think you have come all this long way to  make  a  choice...to choose between Above and Below.  But what you do not realize is that you have already made that choice...when you stood in the thunder and lightnin'.  You knew then you would be goin' Above."  She sighed.  "No, lad.  That's only the half of it.  As Father said, the real choosin'  is  of  a  much  dearer  thing.  It's  Catherine you came to me about."

Vincent  lowered  his  gaze,  and  she  brought his chin back up with her touch.  "We both know Catherine is in your heart,  and there is  never  a chance  that  you  could be removin' her...but you've summoned up the Owl Woman.  So are you askin' me if lovin' her is a mistake?"

"Father says it is."

She nodded.  "Father is a wise man.  In the past he has rarely  told  you wrong."

"Are you saying he is right now?"

"Darlin',  you know you are goin' back to your lady.  What you're seekin' now is nothin' more than reassurance.  And why do you worry so about what other people say?  Why must you try to follow your head,  when it's  your heart that must do the leadin'?" She stood up and brought him to his feet with her look. "Come, you have waited too long already."  She walked away from him in the direction of the cave.

Vincent stood for a moment watching her, then he stepped quickly to catch up.  "Waited too long?"

"You have readin' to do.  Go and read the book.  And then if  your  heart still needs answers perhaps you need to be talkin' to Brigit herself."

He put a hand on her shoulder.  "To Brigit?  How can that be?"

She  laid  a  cheek  on his hand,  then pulled back from him.  "Don't you remember?  She's comin' over  the ocean.  Vincent,  my darlin'...find her for yourself."  As she spoke,  she slipped farther back into the shadows, and  with  a  rustle of leaves and feathers she was gone.  Vincent stared blankly at the spot where she had been.  Then he felt the rush of air  as a great owl circled over his head and flew off toward the moon.


 
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