Run To the Sea
 Chapter 24

Sue Glasgow 

Halloween evening Below was  a  very  special  occasion  for  the  Tunnel children.  Costumes  had  been carefully chosen and were worn most of the day.  Following supper,  candy was distributed  and  games  were  played.  Mary  had  helped several of the younger children carve Jack-o'-Lanterns, but the older boys and girls were  scheduled  to  compete  in  a  carving contest after Father's renowned hour of ghost stories.

Vincent had been welcomed home enthusiastically and  had  quickly  become involved  in  all  the  Halloween activities.  Father had almost begun to hope Vincent would forget his plans to go Above,  but his hopes  vanished when  his  son  came to the story hour perfectly groomed,  dressed in his finest ruffled shirt, and carrying his cloak.

As the children assembled at Father's feet,  Vincent perched upon one  of Father's tables.  As the stories began, Father remembered year after year of  Vincent  sitting in that same place...each year,  his legs dangling a little longer.  Now his  son  was  without  a  doubt  the  most  imposing personage in the chamber.

The  chamber  lent  itself  well to the ghostly atmosphere as the stories wove a spell of delightful  terror  and  chilling  horrors.  The  smaller children  clung  to  each other as the older boys proved their bravery by sitting alone and demanding "something scarier".

At last Father's voice  tired,  and  the  last  story  was  told.  Father cleared the chamber with an announcement of the pumpkin carving,  leaving only himself and his son in the wake of the exiting children.

Vincent spoke from his place on the table,  "Every year they ask for  the same stories.  By now they must know them better than you do."

Father sighed.  "Well, you know, old stories are rather like old friends.  Every so often you have to drop in on them again just to see how  they're doing.  And  anyway,  I  can remember a certain young boy who would never let a mere Jack-o'-Lantern deny him a visit to Ichabod Crane."

Vincent chuckled in the back of his throat,  but then the mood was broken as  he  reached for the book lying at his side on the table.  He fingered the cover of  "300 Days" in thought,  wondering if Father had  read  it  the second time.

Father  did  not  miss the gesture.  "You're still determined to go,  are  you?"  Looking away, the older man said, "I wish you'd reconsider."

"Father,  surely on this night of all nights I can  walk  among  them  in safety."

"Safety?"  Father's  voice  rose,   "Vincent,   there  is  no  safety  up there...for you or anyone else."

"Sometimes we must leave our safe places, Father, and...walk empty-handed among our enemies."  Vincent put the book down.

"Those are Brigit O'Donnell's words."

"Those are true words." Vincent paused. "Words that have opened doors for me.  Let some light in on the dark places.  You know what she's meant  to me."

"I  do.  And I also know there's a danger of confusing the magic with the magician.  Sometimes a person is smaller  than  the  work,  weaker,  more frightened, more human.  And I don't want to see you hurt, disappointed."

"She  will not disappoint me.  Our lives are very different,  and yet I'm sure we will understand each other.  I will not lose  this  opportunity."  Vincent stood up.  "I must see her, talk to her."

Father  brought  himself  up  out of his chair and turned his back to his son.  "Well,  go then if you're set on it.  Obviously,  there's nothing I can do to stop you."

Vincent turned to gather his cloak, then he moved toward the steps to the upper level.

Father stopped him.  "Vincent, ...be careful."

His  son  came to him and put an arm around his father's neck.  Gently he kissed the older man on the cheek and patted his shoulder. "Don't worry." Then  he turned and left the chamber to seek Brigit O'Donnell and to face the Above.
 

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Still wearing his ruffled shirt,  Vincent sat at his desk and opened  his journal.  The  glow  of  Catherine's face in the pale light of dawn still dominated his thoughts.  Never had she been more beautiful, and never had he experienced such a night as they had just shared.  Through their  bond he felt her now as she lay in her bed, and in the bond's renewed strength he knew she was drifting into sleep.  Removing the cap from his  pen,  he sighed gently and wrote.
 
 

      November 1 

      Last night was Samhain...the night,  Brigit said,  when the walls between 
      the worlds grow thin, and spirits of the underworld walk the earth.  I do 
      not know what that night has meant to the Irish, or to the ancient Druids 
      who named it, but to me... 

      I must begin at the beginning. 

      I have been Above.  I have attended  a  masked  ball,  and  I  have  been 
      offered Russian Caviar by a man who looked at me as if  I  were...just  a 
      man.  I  saw  no  fear,  and  I walked among them with a freedom and ease 
      which I never imagined could be. 

      I found Brigit,  and in her I found a strength  beyond  my  expectations. 
      She walks between two worlds, and is safe in neither, but in the midst of 
      fear  and  hate she carries herself in the courage of Ian's love,  and as 
      long as she lives,  Ian O'Donnell will live through her.  The two of them 

      share a gift which extends beyond the  grave.  Surely  there  can  be  no 
      greater strength than this. 

      I have my answer  now  for  Father.  All  of  his  worldly  logic  cannot 
      diminish the priceless value of a love such as Ian and Brigit share. 

      As  I  stood  looking at Catherine in the park with Brigit at my side,  I 
      found  Catherine's beauty overwhelming.  I had not seen her in many days, 
      and to see her in the costume of the Owl Woman was almost disturbing.  In 
      my memories,  the Owl Woman was a composite of Brigit and Catherine,  and 
      as  I stood in the moonlight with both of these women costumed as the Owl 
      Woman I found fantasy and fact strangely intertwined.  It was  easier  to 
      turn  and  walk  away  than to stay.  But as I walked away,  my bond with 
      Catherine returned with its  full  strength.  I  could  feel  Catherine's 
      confusion  and  bewilderment.  She did not even know I had returned,  and 
      then to see me Above in the company of strangers... 

      Later she was in danger, and I was there for her. 

      After the danger, I could not leave without seeing Catherine again.  Then 
      I  was  beside  her  with her hand upon my arm,  and with her touch,  the 
      ugliness, hate, and fear of her world slipped away.  We shared a night of 
      magic.  Truly the walls had grown very thin,  and she and  I  could  walk 
      between  the  worlds without thought or hesitation.  She took me places I 
      had never hoped to see.  I gazed upon towers  which  reach  to  the  very 
      stars themselves.  We saw theaters,  temples, windows, lights, and motion 
      everywhere.  And in the midst of  it  all  was  Catherine,  radiant  with 
      beauty and happiness.  In all my life I have never known such pleasure as 
      it was to walk beside her in her world. 

      The  Owl  Woman  told me when I found the truth,  I would find Catherine. 
      With Brigit's help,  I have found that truth.  It is love.  Such a simple 
      answer,  but  I  found  it  so  difficult to understand.  Perhaps someday 
      Catherine will love someone else who can give her what I cannot, but that 
      will have no effect upon the love we share, for in its purest and noblest 
      form,  love transcends all else and stands alone as the  ultimate  truth. 
      Someday I will explain it to Catherine. 

      We  watched  the  sun  rise under the bridge,  and Samhain was over.  The 
      walls thickened to separate us once more,  but I do not believe  I  shall 
      ever  be  quite  the  same again.  I found love and beauty in Catherine's 
      world...in Brigit's world.  And I found these worth  the  dangers...worth 
      the fear and pain. 

      This  is  Catherine's  gift  to  me.  And if I must come Above to receive 
      these gifts, I will.  For Catherine,  I will gladly leave the safe places 
      and walk empty-handed among my enemies. 

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